What if?...
YOU HAD RABIES!!!?? I know right! I bet thats how the Zombie apocalypse happens. Ok, so.. you have a pet cat. I know you hate cats and all but you have one. You let you cat wonder outside sometimes and she is out hunting some rabbits. Well she gets bit by one then some home to you and piss of you cat and she bits you and bam you just got infected!!! thats how it all starts!!!
Ok you dont know you were infected for years. You had a family you have grand kids the virus lays doment for years. Then one day watching TV you seen some rabbit get killed and it triggers the virus. You go crazy...idk that was kinda lame. I dont want my main chariter to die =\ Ok the cat bits your step mom instead!! yeah the step mom. that will work. Ok she goes crazy and you lock her in the closet and you flee for your life!! Not know what just happen you call the FBI to report your step mom on bath salts. But the phone is dead. You think to yourself...well thats odd? I know T-moble sux but i should have 4g right now. So you try again. Still nothing. No calls are able to go threw. The power goes out....
What if you never thought what if?...
First off you would be an IQ of 2!! maybe 2.5 I wouldnt go to school i wouldnt improve myself i would walk but not walk backwords you could say Aaaaa AAAAAAaaaaa or aaaa maybe the rare a. Maybe i would never live with regrates. Maybe i wouldnt be chalenged my the stress of this world. Maybe i would be as free as a bird!! Maybe I could conquer the world without holding back. Maybe not that I dont ever question myself I don't have to live with rules. Maybe just maybe I would be prefect minus the 2 iq. Ok itstead of what if, its why not? Why not go sky diving today why not go running why not be all you can be!
Friday, January 31, 2014
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Eye of the Tiger
Fear,
Fear can be a driving force. You can use it to push ahead to complete chanelgs, goals and other things. Use it to push forward in life. To have the courage to attack life in all ways. To have courge doesn't mean you aren't afaid. Just means you can harness you fear.
On the other hand fear is something you can get past. Fear of spiders, fear of hieghts, fear of losing your job, fear of jumping, fear of pushing past you limit. Fear for you life!!! RUN!!!!
It seems like there are two kinds of fear. First one being Fear's you must get past to live your life to the fullest. Second being Fear for your safety. I guess they could both classify the same in some way becuase both types are life changing or life ultering.
I myself don't ever want to live in fear. If I feel fear I tend to step back take the situwation in, understand what is at stack and go forward in the situwation. Attack the problem so i dont have to live with fear in my life.
Do you have the eye of the Tiger!?
Kinds of fears,
For me to idendify fear I must be able to understand what I'm a afraid of. I have a fearfull thought crosses my mind...what is causing this?? where is this coming from?? How big is the threat?? Is it life threating?? Is it life Changing?? Do I risk being maimed in some way physiclly, emotionally, spiritally, mentaly? For me i have to understand in what way it affects me so that i can make the first step in attacking the fear. I refuse to live in fear so I must go forward and make a decision based on what is at stake. Maybe classes are really tuff, I'm fearing not being able to keep up with the work laod. What must I do to keep up and not let the fear os failing eat me up. My preperation starts the night before everyday of class. before i go to bed i make sure all my homework is in order, my back pack is ready.
I have a fearfull thought crosses my mind,
Wait nevermind. Crandbarry grape juice is really good. It is very satistfing taste of sweetness. Anyways I'm a little afriad of heights. But i have always been afaid of falling. I have woken up many times as a child dreaming that i was falling. I would normally wake up when i hit the ground. I dream a lot also hitting the ground and beming injerd somehow and still living. It was very tramanic to say the least. I still have an rare falling dream to this day. For some reason now I'm not scard of dreaming that it happend. Somehow my mind canseperate dreaming and real life. I normally don't remember my dreams. I heard somewhere that dreaming in color means you are very healthy mentally. Since i dont remember what i dream i would know if i dream in color lol.
Fear can be a driving force. You can use it to push ahead to complete chanelgs, goals and other things. Use it to push forward in life. To have the courage to attack life in all ways. To have courge doesn't mean you aren't afaid. Just means you can harness you fear.
On the other hand fear is something you can get past. Fear of spiders, fear of hieghts, fear of losing your job, fear of jumping, fear of pushing past you limit. Fear for you life!!! RUN!!!!
It seems like there are two kinds of fear. First one being Fear's you must get past to live your life to the fullest. Second being Fear for your safety. I guess they could both classify the same in some way becuase both types are life changing or life ultering.
I myself don't ever want to live in fear. If I feel fear I tend to step back take the situwation in, understand what is at stack and go forward in the situwation. Attack the problem so i dont have to live with fear in my life.
Do you have the eye of the Tiger!?
Kinds of fears,
For me to idendify fear I must be able to understand what I'm a afraid of. I have a fearfull thought crosses my mind...what is causing this?? where is this coming from?? How big is the threat?? Is it life threating?? Is it life Changing?? Do I risk being maimed in some way physiclly, emotionally, spiritally, mentaly? For me i have to understand in what way it affects me so that i can make the first step in attacking the fear. I refuse to live in fear so I must go forward and make a decision based on what is at stake. Maybe classes are really tuff, I'm fearing not being able to keep up with the work laod. What must I do to keep up and not let the fear os failing eat me up. My preperation starts the night before everyday of class. before i go to bed i make sure all my homework is in order, my back pack is ready.
I have a fearfull thought crosses my mind,
Wait nevermind. Crandbarry grape juice is really good. It is very satistfing taste of sweetness. Anyways I'm a little afriad of heights. But i have always been afaid of falling. I have woken up many times as a child dreaming that i was falling. I would normally wake up when i hit the ground. I dream a lot also hitting the ground and beming injerd somehow and still living. It was very tramanic to say the least. I still have an rare falling dream to this day. For some reason now I'm not scard of dreaming that it happend. Somehow my mind canseperate dreaming and real life. I normally don't remember my dreams. I heard somewhere that dreaming in color means you are very healthy mentally. Since i dont remember what i dream i would know if i dream in color lol.
Monday, January 27, 2014
Apently the dude next to me is a football stud. He has felt the highest of highs and lowest of lows already in his young life. From winning the big games to breaking bones. He has had a broken hand while playing football. His team has won the Conference. He has made All Conference, second team district. He has felt the gorly of winning and the defeat of a broken body. It takes strenth and focus to be that competive.
Weapons Pulled
This week was fun crazy stressfull. I had a birthday on last Thursday and that was about the best thing i had going on last week. School work due and finding a new place to live was just among the random stuff. Anyways getting down to weapons being drawn. For the second time in my life i had a weapon drawn on me only this time it was a knife instead of a gun. Its much differant to feel threatend 40 feet from where you live. Reason I'm feeling extra threatend is my neighor pullled a knife on me and i have to life with the guy next to me. I have to deal with him now vs. the dude that pulled a gun on me in traffic that I'll never see again.
It all started over parking. My girlfriend found a note on her car Thursday morning saying "THIS IS NOT A PARKING SPACE. DO NOT EVER PARK HERE AGAIN." I thought about what i was going to do about going to confront him.
To be contuined!
It all started over parking. My girlfriend found a note on her car Thursday morning saying "THIS IS NOT A PARKING SPACE. DO NOT EVER PARK HERE AGAIN." I thought about what i was going to do about going to confront him.
To be contuined!
Friday, January 24, 2014
Logging time!
Linken Log,
Sometimes you just need to throw a log on the fire to keep warm in this weather. Stop hogging the log bro!! That log smells like, um well, you know, a log. Stop and take a log off. That just really gets my log. There are few ways of going log wild. haha I'm not sure if this counts as writing but it would seem that you can link a log to most any sentence when using it as slang.
I use to play with Linking Logs as a little tiny kid. Playing with Linken Logs help to to be creatively link things together in my mind. Studys show that kids that play with linken logs are more likely to peice things togther and be creative with ojects and brain activities then kids that dont play with linken logs.
President Linken played in a Log home!!
Sometimes you just need to throw a log on the fire to keep warm in this weather. Stop hogging the log bro!! That log smells like, um well, you know, a log. Stop and take a log off. That just really gets my log. There are few ways of going log wild. haha I'm not sure if this counts as writing but it would seem that you can link a log to most any sentence when using it as slang.
I use to play with Linking Logs as a little tiny kid. Playing with Linken Logs help to to be creatively link things together in my mind. Studys show that kids that play with linken logs are more likely to peice things togther and be creative with ojects and brain activities then kids that dont play with linken logs.
President Linken played in a Log home!!
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Hi, my name is Kyle Beesley and I'm taking Eng 101 because it is required. Today is my birthday!! Although 30 still feels like I'm going over the hill... Some things I like doing are hanging out with my girl friend, riding motocross, playing video games, and watching KU Jayhawks. I'm excited about this semester!
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